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Needle In Vain (The Barbary Ghost Mix)

from Needle In Vain "Single" by Self Titled Album

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All proceeds will be donated to local recovery and needle exchange programs.

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Pushing the needle into the vein
Pulling the plunger, have I gone insane
Droplets of blood swirl in glass
Chasing a dragon that's running too fast

Can't hold my head up
The Shame weighs me down
Nothing feels right,
Am I going to drown

The room's growing smaller
As the plunger slides in
Head begins spinning
As the dragons creep in

Hold on to the memory
Of the child I use to be
As he dies inside of me
From the needles of a junkie

Such disappointment I've let myself down
These Words seem so hollow from emaciated clowns
If this is a party, I'm not having fun
I was told I could be anyone
Instead I am Bleeding onto the floor
as the tie off dangles above the sore
Titling my head by back I just want to cry
Is this how I'm really supposed to die?

No God Please
Please save me
For Here I bleed
there's no God
Listening

We fall yes we fall
We fall like stars crashing to the ground


My mind is reeling as lay here and die
I'm sorry Mother I didn't want you to cry
Your son's ODing in a bathroom alone
No one to save him no God to call his own

So Hold on to the memories
Of the child I use to be

Hold on to the memories
Of the child I use to be
As he dies right in front of me
From the needles of a junkie

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from Needle In Vain "Single", track released August 26, 2021
Music
Rob Fkin Varney
Lyrics and Vocals
Josh Hollar
Mixed by The Barbary Ghost

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Self Titled Album is a fever dream wrapped in a hallucinatory state that's actively embracing and destroying the inner Self in auditory format.
We are an Industrial Blues, Dark Electronica, Alternative Indie Metal band.
We are the Chasing Dream. ... more

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